Ok, these have been an emo few hours. Oh my, i think i shouldn't keep clamming things up. Haha. First and foremost (and frankly, i would say most importantly, at least to me) is that i really appreciate yao, john and kal talking to me last night (amidst some chiming by shawn in between his doses). Hmmm, to tell you the truth, i would never have expected that they are the 1s that it took to crack me open (since some horrible experiences in jc). I feel kinda sorry than i never looked upon them as the clique that they really are. Sigh. I always think of everyone as just out to have fun. I guess i'm wrong. Still can't believe i cried in front of them. Haha, i'm a moron. It's the alcohol i tell you... and a bowling over of an accumulation of guilt regarding a whole bunch of things.

It's also a good time now to be with the people who need you most when you were not available during the exams. Slowly, too, it's dawning on me that eventually, old friends are not all that i can count on, new friends need to be given a chance too. For example, bottled resentment should be let out, you never quite know the significance of it when someone advises you to do it, until you actually do it. And you know how turning to old friends is the most reassuring form of security you can get, but getting the people involved in the problem (i.e. your new friends) turns out to be much more of a saving grace than simply involving bystanders.

By the way, on a much lighter note, i thought that 10, 000 BC was not bad. Apart from the acting which leaves more to be desired (at times) and the slow progression of the movie in the beginning, it was not entirely a waste of 6 bucks (student discount!). And i drove some of the boys in the anat group to PS! Hee hee, ignoring the glitch at the start of the journey (yijing seriously got me quite rattled), i thought it was a pretty smooth ride. At least i hope that's what the boys thought, haha, cos i shudder to think what yijing thought of my driving after i dropped her at buona vista mrt.

All in all, i had a good end to the CAs. It's not just because the CAs were over that's why i had fun. It was nice to hang out with medicine people. Even though i do not always adhere to that line of thinking but you just never know how medicine people can surprise you.

I should be done rambling. Cartoon network beckoning. :) Missed my most evil show last night, perhaps they'll have it today at some godforsaken hour.