This is the place where I sit
This is the part where I love you too much
This is as hard as it gets
'Cause I'm getting tired of
pretending I'm tough
I'm here if you want me
I'm yours you can hold me
I'm empty and aching and
tumbling and braking

[ Chorus ] :
'Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
The way I know you could

I dream a world where you understand
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That I dream a million sleepless nights
But I dream of fire when
you're touching my hand
But it twists into smoke when
I turn on the lights
I'm speechless and faded
It's too complicated
Is this how the book ends?
Nothing but good friends

[ Chorus ]

This is the place in my heart
This is the place where I'm falling apart
Isn't this just where we met?
And is this the last chance
that I'll ever get?
I wish I was lonely
Instead of just only
Crystal and see through and
not enough to you

[ Chorus ] x2



I can't find the real mtv or any mp3 streams, but this video is quite sweetly apt.

This song is even more beautiful, try to ignore how michael jackson looks so eerily pale. In fact, just don't watch the mtv, just hear the song. It's really numbing. :)



Sorry to the people i pissed off today, or the people who i was really moody to. I knew i was being moody and pms-y, but cliche as it may sound, i really could not control it. I FELT moody and just decided to keep quiet most of the time. I don't handle moodiness well and i dunno what would be a better way of handling it other than keeping quiet. I don't like to become quarrelsome or bitchy, but i just stay really quiet and temperamental (like 1 moment hyper, next moment moody) so i hope i didn't frighten or piss anyone off. Normally, there'll be some trigger to set it off but it was unusually harsh today. Shrugs, i'm glad to be home now, chilling. Anyways, the 2 songs above are currently my gushy songs :) which reminds me, i met the cutest MO i have EVER seen, he is so freaking cute! Haha.